Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone . Surprise surprise, another update? i must have sooo much spare time to be doing this. I'm afraid not hahahahaha. I know its rare but i feel like i want to do a wordless Saturday kind of post but instead of saying wordless Saturday. I want to call it moshi moshi Saturday because i feel like i want to talk. I'm feeling kind of blue this past week, is it because its ramadhan so i am feeling extra lonely. Is it because i am by myself. Living alone when you are working is totally different from when you are studying. at least that's the case for me. Im alone in a strange city, city i've never lived in before. New people, new surroundings, new social cues i guess. 

The loneliness doesn't disappear with phone calls or video calls. I try watching new series, it works but not so well. Earlier this week my colleagues makes a comment saying how I fit living here, I just smiled and laughed it off. Glad surface me doing great but my inner me have been suffering but I think I can't keep the facade anymore. It is making me more fragile. 2022 hasn't been kind to me, I wish 2023 to be more kind. Personally for me, I would like to avoid being upset and sad for a long time because it hinders me from actually enjoying the moment. I feel like I have been losing a lot.