How about i start with my university life first. They have been good to me. As far as i concern i have try so many thing i haven't try during my school year ! How good those that sound. I even have gone oversea ! HOW DOES THAT SOUND ?! I mean yeah it's only Singapore but consider it as a baby step for me. Singapore first then slowly go to Thailand. Basically whatever country that is close to Malaysia. and then my dream country. The one that i have been dreaming to go since i was in high school. London. Honestly i think my favourite author, influenced me so much for this dream. She have been doing good job describing it. So much that i even for once have a dream to work and live there. Might as well settled down there ? Who know i might get british boy. hoho.

         Other than that, i also get to build new skill. Have you guys ever thought that I DRAW A MURAL ? LIKE THAT DRAWING ON THE WALL. Well i'm not exactly draw it. More like i colour it. plus i make it extra messy but i don't mind telling everyone i did a good job . haha shameless aren't i ? Do you guys know that i even start drawing now ? I already start collecting sketch book ?! BUT only collect lah i haven't start drawing because well. Those thing need mood. Other than that i'm just a lazy girl. There is also one thing, do you guys believe that i join a debate group and i even become an MC/(Speaker?) ?! Oh how lovely, knowing how much i insecure with my voice. hahaha. I still remember those cold hand and trembling voice of me. How i convince myself that i can do this. Well most of it i should thank my great friend who push me into this. She know who is it, or maybe she doesn't because she is a forgetfull person. Anyway she have been encouraging ( read: push ) me into this. Oh, i also tried dancing ? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?! ME ? DANCING ? ZAPIN ? WHAT IN THE WORLD. Anyway it's SUPER EMBARRASSING even though i have been wanting to dance zapin during my primary school years. BUT THAT IS DREAM THAT I HAVE BEEN SUPPRESSING FOR I DON'T KNOW 7 YEARS? WHY DOES IT CAME TRUE WHEN I DON'T REALLY FEEL LIKE DOING IT ANYMORE ?! Anyway i have been achieving this three thing that i have been wanting ( read: yearning) to do it since i in school. All of this in first year of my university life . Have i gone crazy or i simply just build a courage ? Hmm. Anyway, University is amazing. Minus stupid drama that have been played endlessly and soap opera of my life. Well my soap opera is quite interesting and funny and extremely "soappy" that can make you cringe. 

            moving on, oh this one is an amazing story i have been eager to tell. You guys know how much i love badminton right ? I have been playing it i don't know ever since i'm 13 years old and that means i have been playing badminton for almost 10 years ?! how amazing that sound ?! BUT don't forget how BAD I AM AT PLAYING THEM HAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD can you believe it ?! I EVEN HAVE FACE TO JOIN THE COMPETITION (read: competition where everyone might even possibly your school crush watching he might even playing) I have serious false confidence issue !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! somebody get me a doctor ?!?!?!?!?!!! I mean i'm not exactly that bad when i'm playing with my friends. but i really look like a dumb person when i'm actually on the real game. I have been laugh by my lecture which coincidentally my personal academic advisor. That is so great dr, now i will remember you for the rest of my life. mental note : do not join this year game . Oh anyway although i don't know how to play the game, i have to admire my courage for being so bold to step in and play the game although at the end i don't always win hahaha, Honestly, i guess my spirit as a sport science student haven't disappear. Because even when i'm so bad at sport, i still want to be a part of it. Okay im not exactly that civilised person, but most of the sport i join. My crush was there HAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHA okay so now you know why i join it. I mean half of it majulah sukan untuk negara and the other half just so i can see my crush from vip seat. Nothing special when you watch him from the bench. Try watch him from meja urus setia. He might even talk to you to ask when is his next game. How amazing that sound ?!  

             Okay, i think this gonna be the last. Honestly i don't think, they both deserve to be here haha. but they affect my life. So i have to put them here. So i can read this back one day and laugh at my self. Honestly, i don't know whether they flirting or what but lets take it as they just want to be friend. Eyy, honestly till this sentence. I'm still hesitating, but lets just keep going. There is this one guy, senior of mine. Let call him S. I mean i might have developed a little crush on him when i join badminton game last year. Honestly he is nowhere like my previous crush. Which is odd, I think my brain have been malfunction during that time. Okay so you know how it goes. We go to instagram and just follow him. Wow isn't that amazing. Well it's not me exactly, it's my friend who push that follow button. ugh excuse my ego.  So day , weeks, month passed. He approve my request. What took you so long? can't find the approve button? and that is that. okay tipu je. Then one day he sent me a dm. Oh isn't that every girl who has crush dream. He sent me dm at the most unexpected time. Guess when was it. It was when i'm in deep thinking session doing my assignment who is suppose to be sent tomorrow and just right when i got the perfect idea to complete that sentence, that is when it came in. Thank you S, now i just lost my ideas that i spent solid 30 minutes thinking. Lovely. anyway we still talk to each other on instagram. Anyway, there is one dinner night that we are suppose to join and there will be a high chance i will meet him there. Guess what , we meet. but none of us dare to start a convo HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ugh stupid. Anyway all i can do is avoiding my eyes from looking at him that night. because i'm literally just embarrased to even look at him. probably just because we wear a matching clothe (is this even make any sense) . I wear soft blue that night and guess what so does he. His table is not that far from mine. He still in my peripheral vision. Honestly, talking to him is nice sometime but it make me feel weird. I don't really talk that much with my friend even. Sometime my girl satellite send me a signal, but then maybe he just talkative person who is friendly. Anyway i really need to watch out for him next sem, i really want to make our encounter as little as possible. 

and second guy, this guy probably the weirdest i have encounter. He sometime work at the shop where me and my friend always go. I think it start with a little chat when i'm paying. You know that small talk like " makan ni je ke ?". Then i reply nicely jelah. He just asking right. The small talk. Then it gradually turn into where he will said assalamualaikum (quite loud) (yes even when there is customer infront of him) when i pass by his shop. At first i just answer it, well as casual as it can go. Then my friend ask, do you know that guy. Then i realised, i dont know this guy. I don't even know his name ?! i only know him as the shop guy.i told you my brain was malfunction ?!?! and one night after i went to buy dinner with my friend at the cafeteria. He approach me and ask my name. Of course i was dumbstruck. Then my friend again do her duty job answer him for me. and then after he know my name he leave. Excuse me what is happening?! what is going on !? Oh yeah and he asked me in front of my other classmate who is eating at the table near us.  After that i never see him again. Probably because after that we have final exam and everyone go home.