Assalamualaikum and HI you guys !!! OMG it have been a very hectic month . I have this 10 kg of eyebags underneath my eyes . A very messy sleeping schedule . With an examination coming through plus a PA viva plus muet speaking test . which i  just gladly done doing it yesterday   . I know you guys will be like "  whats with crying emoticon ? " " aren't you suppose to be happy ? " .


To tell the truth . i can never be happier when i finish my viva . It feels like im on top of the world , for a 5 second . and i also cant believe that im late for my presentation   . O ALLAH HELP ME GO THROUGH THISS . i'm actually late 20 minutes . * aku boleh tak dengar cikgu cakap dia nak buat dekat bilik kuliah and i was like  WHATSSS THE HELLLLLLLL DARN YOU FOR THAT DEAR SELF *

Seriously , i never thought i'll be so nervous and pessimist during the viva . I really positive that i will get a lower mark due to my late and i present macam haroooooooommmm . Can you imagine it siap terkeluar slang terengganu , which is noooooooo macam mana boleh terkeluar ni . Im not even from terengganu !!



thats how amazing nervousness did to you



seriously im sorry my self . hahahaha



And then after that i have muet speaking test . Which clearly im not performing my best due to my not very best state after doing the viva . Well i cant tell this reason to my madam . because what it have to do with my muet test . kakakakakaka . Im pretty sure im so fucked up for this upcoming trial . im not hoping much . i just hope that my laziness dont make it worse . please help . i need another week to prepare .


Anyway , i think i gotta go . Its just a short post to remind you that im still exist and im living a not-very-good-but-Alhamdullilah-lyfeee . So see you guys soon when i finish my final next month .




Auf Wiedersehen


M , I miss you . I know im not suppose to . Come back . I need your spirit . Gosh , im stupid